I yearn for you
and
  resolution falls apart in a sort of agonized agreement
         a sudden heavy sorrow
         and the stars fall upon destitute brows
                as the night pours out its thick and creamy soul.

I try to catch the bittersweet contents
            with closed eyes and intense faith
                     yet the taste evades my tongue
                     creating pools at my feet
            I am helpless and hungry.

There’s a thousand heavy hearts, pending promises
              playing hopscotch in between us
                            their feet pounding pavement
                              and I am lost to the song
                                digging rifts in my chest
               I wander mindlessly in tangled shards of suffocating adoration.

Oh, I cannot find you
       ever again
                     
                            

And everything’s just a little bit quieter
        now that I’m dead to the other.